e work he's doing rite now.

e way he contributes to the family

e way he say he cares

n nez e way he say he have his own "needs"

so wat bout me? e rest? n e others? every1 have their needs too.

tat was e bez part which i can't understand yet when he says "i have my needs too." i kept my mouth shut. i felt a tight slap on my face! i woke up. can i say he is selfish? come to think of it, mayb not. cos it's human nature ` if i'm him, n i earn like him, i might pamper myself too, before feelin a need to do smethin else for others. If only he includes us as part of his plan, rather than he himself, alone in his own plan.

sad thing ish ~` i owaez look up to him. but now, i'm not too sure. he's like a complete stranger. he have temperaments, just like e work he's doin rite now.

i'll juz have to keep a cool ~~` OOSSSSHHHH!